If i have a simple mind, then everything happen around me will not be so complicated. "Thanks for helping me", "Thanks for this and that", i will not THINK so much, "Why he treat me so good?", "What motive he/she have getting near me?", "Why is he doing this?". haha -Random
We're done but it's not over
We'll start it again
Out to the end of the day
It keeps getting better
Don't be afraid
we'll do it together
-Camp Rock, Our Time is Here.
Waving Bye,
weixiianGx.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
Year 2 Semester 2 has ended.
Exam for year 2 ended!.. 3 paper this year. Felt less burden.
Every exam date morning, went to school early morning to study
first exam starts at 10, so only used 3 hours to absorb whatever i can absorb. Luckily the paper wasn't so hard. Have a feeling of passing, hoping able to get higher than passing.
second paper starts at 12, period of study time increases, difficulties of paper increases too D:. After the paper, i felt i didn't study enough. Barely able to walk out of the arena alive.
Final paper starts at 6. Used 9 hours of study time in school, did 3 past year paper. This last paper totally nervous me out. Nervous till i ask stupid things, did stupid mistake, made stupid jokes. And during this paper, i can miss out a "NOT including" big bold word and forcing on "including" which make my first question 0. Hahaha.
Ridiculous Joke of the Day.
0 = 1/2 + sin x <-- Question 2 = 1 + sin x <-- Wrong, which i did. -1/2 = sin x <-- Correct i brought the 2 over and neglected the one. 20c thought after this exam. i seems like a good boy which go to school early for last revision, but the real fact is, thats the only revision i had before all the papers. And if isn't for hm coming to school early to teach me so many things within this few hours. i believe once i go in the examination hall, i will come out with less than 10 marks(proved by doing my first pyp). Expressing my deepest gratitude to HM for the guiding and teaching. LETS WORK HARD FOR OUR FYP :D. Fading Off, weixiianGx.
Every exam date morning, went to school early morning to study
first exam starts at 10, so only used 3 hours to absorb whatever i can absorb. Luckily the paper wasn't so hard. Have a feeling of passing, hoping able to get higher than passing.
second paper starts at 12, period of study time increases, difficulties of paper increases too D:. After the paper, i felt i didn't study enough. Barely able to walk out of the arena alive.
Final paper starts at 6. Used 9 hours of study time in school, did 3 past year paper. This last paper totally nervous me out. Nervous till i ask stupid things, did stupid mistake, made stupid jokes. And during this paper, i can miss out a "NOT including" big bold word and forcing on "including" which make my first question 0. Hahaha.
Ridiculous Joke of the Day.
0 = 1/2 + sin x <-- Question 2 = 1 + sin x <-- Wrong, which i did. -1/2 = sin x <-- Correct i brought the 2 over and neglected the one. 20c thought after this exam. i seems like a good boy which go to school early for last revision, but the real fact is, thats the only revision i had before all the papers. And if isn't for hm coming to school early to teach me so many things within this few hours. i believe once i go in the examination hall, i will come out with less than 10 marks(proved by doing my first pyp). Expressing my deepest gratitude to HM for the guiding and teaching. LETS WORK HARD FOR OUR FYP :D. Fading Off, weixiianGx.
Happy bDay YC
no training started from study week
and during study week, had a compeitition, won first for it. omg im amazed. feel so proud yet don't feel proud(didnt really contribute much).
i finally went to meet friends from long ago.
Main purpose was to attend yc's bday. if it isn't for this birthday i think it may take a longer time before we meet again.
so.. 25th friday, went out to get yc's bday present, together with js/sh/bella/sf/ken. supposely we should meet at plaza singapura. when we, the 3 guys, was at there. we messaged them, and WoW.. 1 at home, 1 at cp, another 1 on the way to cp. you yi dian bei shua de gan jue, then again, it make me so like i'm back in the past again :D. While waiting for them. we went iStudio to play free ipad games. Next went orchard cause they changed the meeting location. shopped around while waiting for js(the one at home), went Safura for sf's friend's gift. then after js showed up we went epic center @ion. because we can't decide on a portable hard disk or a dock for iphone, we went to eat first. in the end went to get him a perfume at tangs. sat at wendy's fast food for chit chat. head to orchard hotel to pick someone and went home tgt :D.
26th Sat, my turn to late.. i ran 3 junction of road to the meeting point, and the bus came in time which made us aboard immdiately and reached there 30 mins earlier, we had 2 meeting time, first was for those who stayed near and taking same bus, second was for... you know.. haha.
after the bday party, same group of us went beach walk walk, and head home.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
and during study week, had a compeitition, won first for it. omg im amazed. feel so proud yet don't feel proud(didnt really contribute much).
i finally went to meet friends from long ago.
Main purpose was to attend yc's bday. if it isn't for this birthday i think it may take a longer time before we meet again.
so.. 25th friday, went out to get yc's bday present, together with js/sh/bella/sf/ken. supposely we should meet at plaza singapura. when we, the 3 guys, was at there. we messaged them, and WoW.. 1 at home, 1 at cp, another 1 on the way to cp. you yi dian bei shua de gan jue, then again, it make me so like i'm back in the past again :D. While waiting for them. we went iStudio to play free ipad games. Next went orchard cause they changed the meeting location. shopped around while waiting for js(the one at home), went Safura for sf's friend's gift. then after js showed up we went epic center @ion. because we can't decide on a portable hard disk or a dock for iphone, we went to eat first. in the end went to get him a perfume at tangs. sat at wendy's fast food for chit chat. head to orchard hotel to pick someone and went home tgt :D.
26th Sat, my turn to late.. i ran 3 junction of road to the meeting point, and the bus came in time which made us aboard immdiately and reached there 30 mins earlier, we had 2 meeting time, first was for those who stayed near and taking same bus, second was for... you know.. haha.
after the bday party, same group of us went beach walk walk, and head home.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
.
haha i'm such a joke.
要留的是我， 想走的也是我。
想说的是我， 不愿意让他们知道的也是我。
不管你伤我多深，只要你需要帮忙，我都会在你身边。
我。。 做得到吗？
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
要留的是我， 想走的也是我。
想说的是我， 不愿意让他们知道的也是我。
不管你伤我多深，只要你需要帮忙，我都会在你身边。
我。。 做得到吗？
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
CNY!~ :D
Getting lesser enthusiasm as each CNY pass-by, even though this time is a 5 day long holiday period. Not able to go outdoors to have fun but staying at home when my 婆婆's house just next next door while 外婆 is 1 room away, hahaha.. Waking up early in the morning when someone is already in my house and i still look sloppy.. ahhhhhh 见不得人..
初夕
When to support people who are performing at deyi sec. Actually to them, i'm like spying on them hahah.. its nice to see zhiyong 教练came along.
初一
Camped at home, collecting hong bao.
初二
Manage to get out, all the way to woodlands since my mother's godma lives there. Its nice to go out but then, going there is so wrong. my parents only got me as a child, while each of their family got more than 3 =/. Materialistically, its a 赔本生意。
初三
At home-fullstop-
初四
Went out tofind destinate-d temple to 拜拜.
::Random theory::
Level One Donation-
Donate to anyone who approaches you.
Level Two Donation-
Donate to Organization/Charity Group with/w/o your name.
Level Three Donation-
While Donating, donating to have good cause and hoping same go to you.
::Random Scenario::
A: You are so rich!
B: We are all "rich", we just invest our money on different things.
A: But you got such a expensive phone!
B: You dare say you have nothing add up which can par to my "expensive" phone?
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
初夕
When to support people who are performing at deyi sec. Actually to them, i'm like spying on them hahah.. its nice to see zhiyong 教练came along.
初一
Camped at home, collecting hong bao.
初二
Manage to get out, all the way to woodlands since my mother's godma lives there. Its nice to go out but then, going there is so wrong. my parents only got me as a child, while each of their family got more than 3 =/. Materialistically, its a 赔本生意。
初三
At home-fullstop-
初四
Went out to
::Random theory::
Level One Donation-
Donate to anyone who approaches you.
Level Two Donation-
Donate to Organization/Charity Group with/w/o your name.
Level Three Donation-
While Donating, donating to have good cause and hoping same go to you.
::Random Scenario::
A: You are so rich!
B: We are all "rich", we just invest our money on different things.
A: But you got such a expensive phone!
B: You dare say you have nothing add up which can par to my "expensive" phone?
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Steamboat gathering
i'm so full now!..
just had a potluck steamboat @suhui's hse, + many leftovers! wow.. Today route go like this, went SMU with bus 80! which took me 1h30mins++ when i can actually reach there around 40+ mins.. (stupidest lesson i learnt). Went SMU for a short interview for Project Light, actually i didn't know why i went to apply. After a short/slow reflection, i recalled what my mother said, i should use what i have now(youth + time) to experience more, if not when i have commitment towards work, want do crazy stuff also find it impossible. I will still feel content even if i'm not selected.. at least i tried. Next took MRT from Bras Basah to Boon Lay(didn't alight) to Joo Koon(bouncing + wasting time) to Boon Lay. Meet up with Gabriel and Jian Siong + took singhai's contribution to suhui house. With my intuition we went to suhui house with help like (SBS Bus 30, Alight after Lakeside pri.) HoHoHo!. Intended to surprise yikeng like how i surprise joel when i miracle-y able to walk to his house, but sadly, yikeng went to fairprice, :/. Camped from 2pm to 11pm.. :D.
My actual schedule for just now was.
CSI Exhibition > Suhui House.
The Project Light Interview suddenly appear from no where disrupt my planning.
Interview > CSI Exhibition > Suhui House.
But But!. Because i scare the bag of veggie i bought spoils so.. ..
Interview > Meetup(it was cancel=/) > Suhui House.
有了一点小小的领悟.. (Previous post's part2)
If only i have seal it so tight and not letting it expose to the open air, i don't think this will be happening. Sometimes its better to have things just to myself. Whats the point of letting others know, they can do nothing about it. The only things their subconscious will do is to change the view of how they view it. Either good or bad like gambling my trust towards them. I guess i mis-bet-ed it, and the only time i feel like going back through time to change it. *sigh*
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
just had a potluck steamboat @suhui's hse, + many leftovers! wow.. Today route go like this, went SMU with bus 80! which took me 1h30mins++ when i can actually reach there around 40+ mins.. (stupidest lesson i learnt). Went SMU for a short interview for Project Light, actually i didn't know why i went to apply. After a short/slow reflection, i recalled what my mother said, i should use what i have now(youth + time) to experience more, if not when i have commitment towards work, want do crazy stuff also find it impossible. I will still feel content even if i'm not selected.. at least i tried. Next took MRT from Bras Basah to Boon Lay(didn't alight) to Joo Koon(bouncing + wasting time) to Boon Lay. Meet up with Gabriel and Jian Siong + took singhai's contribution to suhui house. With my intuition we went to suhui house with help like (SBS Bus 30, Alight after Lakeside pri.) HoHoHo!. Intended to surprise yikeng like how i surprise joel when i miracle-y able to walk to his house, but sadly, yikeng went to fairprice, :/. Camped from 2pm to 11pm.. :D.
My actual schedule for just now was.
CSI Exhibition > Suhui House.
The Project Light Interview suddenly appear from no where disrupt my planning.
Interview > CSI Exhibition > Suhui House.
But But!. Because i scare the bag of veggie i bought spoils so.. ..
Interview > Meetup(it was cancel=/) > Suhui House.
有了一点小小的领悟.. (Previous post's part2)
If only i have seal it so tight and not letting it expose to the open air, i don't think this will be happening. Sometimes its better to have things just to myself. Whats the point of letting others know, they can do nothing about it. The only things their subconscious will do is to change the view of how they view it. Either good or bad like gambling my trust towards them. I guess i mis-bet-ed it, and the only time i feel like going back through time to change it. *sigh*
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Dislike Hate Dislike Hatred Dislike.
Hmm.. is it me thinking to much or there is nothing going on around me.
Sometimes my intuition quite true, this time, i been sensing that there is a hate/dislike aura around me. Who is the one wanting me to vanish in thin air in front of him/her?
And i started reflecting on my past. At each stage of my life it seems like there will be someone there to hate me so much and each time it happen, some part of me went off too.
Primary life- Doesn't know what best friend really means, everyone was either close or just friend, yet there is one long term one which was from the same child care -> student care -> primary school. P4~6 that moment, it was the bubble tea fever, and the mischievous him like other kids love to play pearl shooting game, so guess what? I was the target, well actually i don't mind getting shot or whatsoever, but since it isn't me who washes the clothes. I defended myself when my mother found out. Another guess what? My mother went to the school to find the DM and so its like the every kid story, we no longer friend and he never talk to me once since then. ha.. and so.. learnt to bear every resentment to myself.
Next degree of my life set foot few years later in sec one, where my in game mischief cause another disaster to me. Being playful made me lost trust towards a friend so this time.. i lock up 'playfulness'. Forwarding 3 years ahead, kPO in the topic. Towards BG-Relationship that should happen around that age. Backfire everything.. i shut my mouth..
Entering SP, Due to some mistrust and one's assumption of me using him, and 'poof' friendship no longer there. *sigh* i think i didn't try hard enough to maintain my 'nice guy' reputation. Or maybe i'm not even a 'nice guy'. Once you get to get familiar with me, you will get to know another side, theres where 'apart' come in. Quiet -> Talkative -> Annoying -> Irritating. Tried so hard, don't mind being used and kick aside after that, and yet.. humans.. once you make a mistake.. its like a bubble within your hand phone screen protector, cannot be remove and become an eyesore when more bubbles popping out.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Sometimes my intuition quite true, this time, i been sensing that there is a hate/dislike aura around me. Who is the one wanting me to vanish in thin air in front of him/her?
And i started reflecting on my past. At each stage of my life it seems like there will be someone there to hate me so much and each time it happen, some part of me went off too.
Primary life- Doesn't know what best friend really means, everyone was either close or just friend, yet there is one long term one which was from the same child care -> student care -> primary school. P4~6 that moment, it was the bubble tea fever, and the mischievous him like other kids love to play pearl shooting game, so guess what? I was the target, well actually i don't mind getting shot or whatsoever, but since it isn't me who washes the clothes. I defended myself when my mother found out. Another guess what? My mother went to the school to find the DM and so its like the every kid story, we no longer friend and he never talk to me once since then. ha.. and so.. learnt to bear every resentment to myself.
Next degree of my life set foot few years later in sec one, where my in game mischief cause another disaster to me. Being playful made me lost trust towards a friend so this time.. i lock up 'playfulness'. Forwarding 3 years ahead, kPO in the topic. Towards BG-Relationship that should happen around that age. Backfire everything.. i shut my mouth..
Entering SP, Due to some mistrust and one's assumption of me using him, and 'poof' friendship no longer there. *sigh* i think i didn't try hard enough to maintain my 'nice guy' reputation. Or maybe i'm not even a 'nice guy'. Once you get to get familiar with me, you will get to know another side, theres where 'apart' come in. Quiet -> Talkative -> Annoying -> Irritating. Tried so hard, don't mind being used and kick aside after that, and yet.. humans.. once you make a mistake.. its like a bubble within your hand phone screen protector, cannot be remove and become an eyesore when more bubbles popping out.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Awesome Simple Evening
Went yangyang's hse after homework discussion in school, he made me his 拿手 chawanmushi. Due to my impromptu appearances, he wasn't prepared and when preparing the dish(i bullshit-ed), he forgotten to the MOST IMPORTANT ingredient. So the served dish change from chawanmushi to steam egg :D, haha. He wasn't please with his failure and went to make a small cup of it. This time it isn't tasteless. i didn't had much for the second serving, i realise i was sick after having a few tries. OMG hope he don't get infected by my virus :(. Hohoo, then he say he will make a better one next time, means i have a chance to intrude his house again :D. Amazingly i still manage to walk to his house without getting lost( i have such good sense of direction *praise* ), but i fail to remember the exact story. Funny thing is i messaged him to open the door when i was at 3rd floor and i heard door opening sound from the 4th, and my intuition told me i wasn't at the right floor, haha blur me :/.
And now the second time :D! Feelings that cannot be describe through words.
Before everything from above starts, i was sleeping soundly in my bed, unexpected 'morning call' woke me up. If it isn't this morning call. I think i will sleep till 12pm and miss the meeting with shinghui and huimin. So sorry for being late.
90% from A, 9% from B and 1% from C. i was feeling sick so my body doesn't feel like waking up. Thats why was late(even though i know this isn't a best excuse).
Brought Training set in case there is a training on going, yet it was cancelled, so my evening training changed plans. -back to the main topic above-
My phone doesn't make me feel so irritated now after i change my screen protector :D!.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Delicious-lookingsteam egg chawanmushi made by Chef Joel.
Mini-overdose-cool-looking Chawanmushi made by Chef Joel.
My first meal not by family/relatives was at suhui's hse after japan culture exchange program. And now the second time :D! Feelings that cannot be describe through words.
Before everything from above starts, i was sleeping soundly in my bed, unexpected 'morning call' woke me up. If it isn't this morning call. I think i will sleep till 12pm and miss the meeting with shinghui and huimin. So sorry for being late.
Recent quote from Secret Garden(Channel U, Wed 8pm).
There are 3 type of apologize.
A) It come from bottom of your heart.
B) Just to let the relationship to go on.
C) To avoid awkward feelings in the future.
90% from A, 9% from B and 1% from C. i was feeling sick so my body doesn't feel like waking up. Thats why was late(even though i know this isn't a best excuse).
Brought Training set in case there is a training on going, yet it was cancelled, so my evening training changed plans. -back to the main topic above-
My phone doesn't make me feel so irritated now after i change my screen protector :D!.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Recalling of the In-activeness
After my working as sales promoter(1st weekend)
Slacking in my house(2nd weekdays)
Went Malaysia to shop for cheap stuff with family/relative(2nd weekend)
Omg it feel like it pass so fast.
Working on stuff.. ... ... (3rd weekday)
Mini Gathering with liyan/xinhui/jiansiong/sean @The Cathay for Aston and Ben & Jerry, saw eugene coach by coincidence. Feel that meeting him anytime anywhere after he stop teaching us is a fateful bless. (Tuesday)
Rushing Anime episodes (3rd weekend)
First time Celebrating New year @marina square. Reminiscent on how many first time i had in 2010, and hope to have more to come in 2011. (last night of 2010, first night of 2011)
Struggling with school work again
SPGG free dinner.. (friday training cancelled due to this)
SP Open House Wushu performance, Omg! my pants almost drop because i went to wear the very loose pants. (1st weekend after sch reopen)
SPWC AGM, is it a bless that i'm now secretary cum assistant welfare and not welfare head? But then again, whats with that 3 extra title at the back -.- (1st weekend after sch reopen)
SPWC 18th Committee first meeting, fastest meeting ever.(2nd Friday since holiday ends)
Mike Workshop, saw Joseph representing DMIT, Adrian representing CLS. (3rd Wednesday, CNY seems so far away)
Mini Gathering with liyan/xinhui/jiansiong/sean/arthur/singhai @United Square for Texas Chicken, the first scratch on my phone happen that night too.. so 碍眼, 越看越不爽 :(. (3rd Wednesday night)
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Slacking in my house(2nd weekdays)
Went Malaysia to shop for cheap stuff with family/relative(2nd weekend)
Omg it feel like it pass so fast.
Working on stuff.. ... ... (3rd weekday)
Mini Gathering with liyan/xinhui/jiansiong/sean @The Cathay for Aston and Ben & Jerry, saw eugene coach by coincidence. Feel that meeting him anytime anywhere after he stop teaching us is a fateful bless. (Tuesday)
Rushing Anime episodes (3rd weekend)
First time Celebrating New year @marina square. Reminiscent on how many first time i had in 2010, and hope to have more to come in 2011. (last night of 2010, first night of 2011)
Struggling with school work again
SPGG free dinner.. (friday training cancelled due to this)
SP Open House Wushu performance, Omg! my pants almost drop because i went to wear the very loose pants. (1st weekend after sch reopen)
SPWC AGM, is it a bless that i'm now secretary cum assistant welfare and not welfare head? But then again, whats with that 3 extra title at the back -.- (1st weekend after sch reopen)
SPWC 18th Committee first meeting, fastest meeting ever.(2nd Friday since holiday ends)
Mike Workshop, saw Joseph representing DMIT, Adrian representing CLS. (3rd Wednesday, CNY seems so far away)
Mini Gathering with liyan/xinhui/jiansiong/sean/arthur/singhai @United Square for Texas Chicken, the first scratch on my phone happen that night too.. so 碍眼, 越看越不爽 :(. (3rd Wednesday night)
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.