Very tired. Awake now. Want Sleep. Cannot Sleep. If not. Tonight can't sleep.

Sunday - went to Mind cafe at boat quay, so much fun there -haha- everyone is laughing and trying not to laugh too (during one game). Enjoy, Enjoying, Enjoyed, ツ. Not only that this event is at boat quay!! which is near Clark Quay MRT Station, Purple line, NEL Line, -haha-, so near my house :). -weeee- at the end.. *thumbs up* for joel! on his brave act *salute*, *bow*, *praise*, etc etc on anything that is a positive comment.. -haha-

Monday - Tiredness arrive cause 3am+ and wake up so early >.<. heng i receive a message from someone which make me awake, if not i can't give my laptop a new OS upgrade -haha- rushing and hurrying in and out from living room to bedroom as bedroom have wired net access while strong wireless reception only available at living room, after upgrading it, i went to school to help sing hai~~ guess what it is.. =.= carpet.. -haha-
Carpet cleaning: Tiredness +1
Training: Tiredness +2, Socks hole +1 -haha-
went home le.. lying on my bed, wanted to sleep cannot sleep :(.
then now!! ahhh still tired

Very tired. Awake now. Want Sleep. Cannot Sleep. If not. Tonight can't sleep.

*sniff sniff* not crying, -ahhhh- running nose :( hope it don't affect my Saturday's Grading Test.
Starting of 4th week of holiday.. .. .. 2 weeks more.. .. ..
No mood play ME2.. i'm sorry ME2..

Fading off,
weixiianGx.

ahh seems years when i last update =p -haha- over reacting.. you know what happen?~
Tuesday - On com.. ahh Mass Effect 2 =p till night..

Wednesday - On com.. ahh Mass Effect 2 again.. till night.. did view my results.. i have the worst outcome expectation for it ( retain :( ) but!! haha its above my expectation.. -hehehe!!- and then got pulled out by sing hai to clementi to teach some kids.. omg i can't even help myself.. and i'm going to help others?! ><.. wahh those kids there.. so active.. ask them do homework.. they write finish 1 answer.. then run around the room like little monster -haha-.. if not.. 1 question = toilet time.. and when they make many noise.. the person in-charge came in.. when that happen... ... .. -hehehehe- all went back to sit and do their homework.. BUT!! auntie when out.. blehs you know what happen.. quite fun there.. but didn't manage to pull ly/yl/joel over -awwww-

Thursday - On com.. Mass Effect 2 AGAIN -haha-

Friday!! - today!! intend to complete my ME2 but got training.. and i suddenly recall that there is a workshop for the MIKE portal.. so heng i remember.. if not very 对不起 joel.. raining at my area delayed me from reaching school :( so sad.. so unpunctual of me for such event.. ( such disappointment to myself ) and during training so happy that i'm being forgiven ツ!!.. 教练 still praise my 套路 improved.. hope my 套路 don't like my result a.k.a stock market.. go up for awhile and go down unpredictably..

when going home.. wr say yl is spreading hyperactive virus.. then cause me to skip and skip and sang 小儿小儿郎 背着书包上学堂.. -haha- then then when i skip to another side of the MRT station.. 2 auntie pointing and laughing -haha ><- but i still keep hopping!! :p.. inside MRT.. 我想啊想 how to improve my template leh :(!! - ahhhh - even though it doesn't look like a blog anymore but it still have the "looks" of a website.. more professional? in a sense.. is it right?~ blehs~~~

Fading off,
weixiianGx.

Clarification 1. Message inside :: < text > :: is just random comments, casual talk, please don't take it so seriously too (Concentrate on the -haha- and make yourself haha so you don feel so tense reading it. -haha-
Clarification 2. Message inside ( < text > ) are sub comments ツ.
Clarification 3. Message within ([ < text > ]) are sub' sub comments -hahahaha.ha- ツ.

Prepare for a wall of text if i manage to make one.. -haha- hmm lets start with.. Just now when taking train home.. ly asked opinions on our today's vc then.. talk 了 talk.. i drifted from talking about him to me.. -haha- maybe i so want to talk about me.. (yet somehow if i let ppl know me then i will have no secrets then .. if don let ppl know me.. wadeva actions i do, they may misinterpret) anyway back to vc.. he didn't really do well today but then i hope he don't so fast get death sentence from his post, like me, but then again seems impossible cause there is no one more suitable (not like mine[can be replaced])-haha- i also told my listener that i find myself more outside the comfort zone since my previous post was ONLY a bit everything.. but now is everything of the post.. then after that i alighted and change to NELine.. 我思考了 then have quite many 感触.. i find that if there is a 早知道 then i will not be so regretable in what i have done..

早知道 i will not be so unwilling in shouting commands when C/VC not around.. i will not be here..
早知道 i will not say how unwilling in saying not to tell mr.ho need to change rooms again.. i will not be here..
早知道 i don't give a random remark to someone infront of someone about not very willing to dates of GN'10.. i will not be here..
早知道 if i say this message early >no matter how unwilling i'm as long as its a command.. i will obey and do because its my job(unwilling is just my feelings if i let my feelings control my actions then that should be a no-no[can't i let out my feelings? can't i ? -haha- blehs~])<
早知道 if i never vent out any unhappyness to stop me from thinking so much.. then my message will not be misinterpreted and make random guess..
早知道 i should just do wadeva i'm told, and not express out any feelings.. so i will not be here..
Clarification 4. "i will not be here.." means i'm here typing all this text.

Seriously find myself so retard realising mistake after its cannot be undone and not predict out what will happen if i do it.. as i was typing i also wonder is it right to type out all this message too? will readers misinterpret again?..


i also find myself quite lucky to be able to be in my previous post too since.. from young till now.. i don't social so no CCA = no titles.. no commitment = no titles and my friend circle is only limited to my class(so pathetic).. really trying to take everything seriously for able to see everyone ツ(yet not much ppl try to appear -haha- [is this what they call you trying to put effort for blah yet blah have others blah to put effort in ?] -haha- [ i meant was when we trying to revolve around something but the something may not revolve around you.. you know you know? the the earth revolving Law? - haha-) and not offending anyone too ツ..


so now..
Clarification 5. Not trying to turn back anything (since not impossible[impossible to take back every word i said]) nor proving something but just trying to make ppl more understand me ツ..

Fading off,
weixiianGx.

Blehs!
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
吃得苦中苦 方位人上人 先苦后甜 先苦后甜
suppose to type this 3 days ago which i thought of when i was having really intensive training.. but i got tired..

2 days ago.. i was reformatting my computer to Window 7 ツ.. feel so good to be in SP i wonder does other polytechnics let us download free OS -haha- too bad they don't have other cool stuff like adobe Photoshop/illustrator or Microsoft offices to download.. but then i still manage to get them.. -Teehee!-

then yesterday.. i got obsessed in getting Mass Effect 2's CD but the speed was soo sooo sooo soooooooo slow.. and i keep trying to find other means in getting in.. and i finally found it .. even though its still downloading.. but it isn't slow as if like less than 10kB/s on the previous files i found.. -hehe- so now while its running.. i'm free! ツ. here am i.. spamming letters..

Later!! is the "Return of Eugene Coach Training" ツ.. although i'm tired.. still must go .. aiyaya~~.. hmm.. later de scene should be everyone gathering around eugene 教练 asking him to teach us 套路？~ haha.. then i don think today can learn sword's move again.. nvm ツ..

Current mood :: Happy [|||||]|||| lols :: Enjoying Window 7 ツ
Drifting of happily to school -haahaa-

Fading off,
weixiianGx.

weee!
Finally got my Expression Web 2 installed at desktop..ツ using that program at my laptop is so miserable when my laptop's monitor is only 12.1 inch.. but then after i don seems to be like needing it.. (nvm shall keep it for future useツ)

I have been playing a arcade shooting MMORPG game during the head of 2nd week of my holiday.. so fun.. when i can play it at my desktop.. since i have been using my little finger hovering around my laptop unhappily -haha- isn't it cool? when technologies keep improving.. last time we can only play fighter planes at those Timezone.. now



then then.. around the middle of the week.. i made myself busy by playing with Adobe Photoshop CS4 when i should be enjoying the game -hahaah-
Busy making random template for blog.. and i manage to transform this cool website template(top)
to not so nice 的 "SPwushu template".. and i'm still busy with it -haha-
Hmm~ after getting some comments.. it seems very complicated to apply for the wushu blog so i wondering if i should give up and stop this work?~ 

*so hate those pictures cant be on the same line :( anyone know how?~*

Fading off,
weixiianGx.

你给过我的没人比得上
是不是这样才受了重伤
其实并不复杂我在自问自答
just reached home not long and when i on my computer i just realise its 1.48am.. so near 2am.. been walking home for the past 20mins.. walking down a quiet lonely street since seems so much distance away.. wondering why am i walking home alone (emphasizing) when i should be in bed 1hour ago.. why should i go have a drink so far from home when i didn't have fastest and easiest to home plan if i fail to reach outram park in time for the last train.. why did i just blindly accompanying others when i'm really just accompanying without interacting(haha so pathetic of me)

Today i also been through the dark side of SPwushu.. ain't trying to blame anyone(emphasizing again).. just voicing out ugly thoughts.. when in trouble.. in a nice term.. its good that u face your own trouble so you can learn your own mistake since you caused your own trouble.. yet in a not so nice term.. solve your own mistake alone.. go rot yourself.. its beyond my reach.. and i believes sometimes a little accompany is also good? =/
Case two.. when our SPwushu already face shortage of power.. yet we aren't united enough.. people gone missing.. and can't even get help for Grad night when i kindly asked wei rong for help.. he rejected without hesitating.. then when i typing this.. Are we really that bonded? cause i used to think that we can be bond 到 a chain of absence is form if the head of the chain doesn't want to come for training others will follow.. and a link is form.. but then.. now........ are we Year 1s not doing good enough to deserve getting some help from others? same case applied when j ask js..

and when i walking home.. i also though of something.. you know some dramas shows 1 character having split personality.. when one tends to be weak.. so he/she created a image of a stronger personality to protect the weak one? so wish i have a mindset like that where i can escape out of the reality whenever i face trouble..

The above text are just for venting out to my blog :)
NO ONE SHOULD FEEL THAT HE/SHE IS BEING TARGETED ^<-- emphasizing. Teehee! i copy those movies at the end of credit.. they always have "No animals is being abused from the show"

This post should be posted at 2am!! oh my 天 now is 3am le.. feel like 补充 more but then later i might be blame for being unprofessional, nag-gy, so auntie(like to complain) so .. Fullstop!.

Fading off,
weixiianGx.

Let me show you 1 photo i found when my mother was digging out some old photo album during the weekend.. -hehe-

Can you guess which is me.. -haha- its actually the mischievous one =p.. felt so nostalgia when looking at them.. realising how cute am i last time and now -.-!!... -haha- anyway its my first time uploading my pictures up :).

Even though today's training's strength was lesser than expected.. we still didn't manage to escape some tough training.. but still i'm happy that i'm somehow acknowledged by jiao lian since i'm not very Tu Chu among the crowd so my attention can only be noticed with lesser people.. -haha- Its just my shy nature =panother than that!! jiao lian like going to change plans for the 13th March meeting again?! i so hope its not happen cause this morning i saw Mr Terence's mail saying that he received too much changes and its very disruptive.. om天, i think he pek chek liao :(~.

Fading off,
weixiianGx.

I got nothing much to update.. just had my 1st comm meeting on friday.. it was quite interesting.. then during wushu training.. even though my stretching improved by little tiny bit but -ahhhhh- so many disgracing mistakes from my Chang Quan.. i guess i still need lots of, lots of, lots of improvement..

sat/sun i camped at home cause... cause... my whole body is aching -hahahh- while camping, i updated some blog stuff.. of course not for mine but wushu blog -heheh- hope the toolbar work well and not make the blog complicated.. and finally publish this blog.. :)!..

Fading off,
weixiianGx.

yahhooo!! Finally its over.. when my papers are over.. so is my favourite drama of 2009, 终极三国 been chasing this kuso, funny interesting show since 27th feb 2009. Sometimes when chasing shows, i tend to wish that they have infinities eps so it don end and i can watch and watch. i personally don't like to wait for them to release just one hour show every week.. but on the other hand if i think another way good things are good for waiting -haha-.

Wushu Journey Part 2 starting soon.. -haha- 3 more days.. I must take this 3 important to rest while cause jiao lian say intensive training will happen after our exam so does that means my nightmare haven't ended? -haha-

-begone, spawn of darkness-
resting without negative thoughts :)!

Fading off,
weixiianGx.