好感动哦！！！！！
第一件
Regarding yesterday late email from club member's parent and how our ex-president handle it :D.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Friday, April 22, 2011
我回来了！
6 days since the day i leave China. Nice being there, like holiday, every paces.. so slow, so relax. Last week at there, doesn't feel like coming back.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Think so much
If i have a simple mind, then everything happen around me will not be so complicated. "Thanks for helping me", "Thanks for this and that", i will not THINK so much, "Why he treat me so good?", "What motive he/she have getting near me?", "Why is he doing this?". haha -Random
We're done but it's not over
We'll start it again
Out to the end of the day
It keeps getting better
Don't be afraid
we'll do it together
-Camp Rock, Our Time is Here.
Waving Bye,
weixiianGx.
We're done but it's not over
We'll start it again
Out to the end of the day
It keeps getting better
Don't be afraid
we'll do it together
-Camp Rock, Our Time is Here.
Waving Bye,
weixiianGx.
Friday, March 4, 2011
Year 2 Semester 2 has ended.
Exam for year 2 ended!.. 3 paper this year. Felt less burden.
Every exam date morning, went to school early morning to study
first exam starts at 10, so only used 3 hours to absorb whatever i can absorb. Luckily the paper wasn't so hard. Have a feeling of passing, hoping able to get higher than passing.
second paper starts at 12, period of study time increases, difficulties of paper increases too D:. After the paper, i felt i didn't study enough. Barely able to walk out of the arena alive.
Final paper starts at 6. Used 9 hours of study time in school, did 3 past year paper. This last paper totally nervous me out. Nervous till i ask stupid things, did stupid mistake, made stupid jokes. And during this paper, i can miss out a "NOT including" big bold word and forcing on "including" which make my first question 0. Hahaha.
Ridiculous Joke of the Day.
0 = 1/2 + sin x <-- Question 2 = 1 + sin x <-- Wrong, which i did. -1/2 = sin x <-- Correct i brought the 2 over and neglected the one. 20c thought after this exam. i seems like a good boy which go to school early for last revision, but the real fact is, thats the only revision i had before all the papers. And if isn't for hm coming to school early to teach me so many things within this few hours. i believe once i go in the examination hall, i will come out with less than 10 marks(proved by doing my first pyp). Expressing my deepest gratitude to HM for the guiding and teaching. LETS WORK HARD FOR OUR FYP :D. Fading Off, weixiianGx.
Every exam date morning, went to school early morning to study
first exam starts at 10, so only used 3 hours to absorb whatever i can absorb. Luckily the paper wasn't so hard. Have a feeling of passing, hoping able to get higher than passing.
second paper starts at 12, period of study time increases, difficulties of paper increases too D:. After the paper, i felt i didn't study enough. Barely able to walk out of the arena alive.
Final paper starts at 6. Used 9 hours of study time in school, did 3 past year paper. This last paper totally nervous me out. Nervous till i ask stupid things, did stupid mistake, made stupid jokes. And during this paper, i can miss out a "NOT including" big bold word and forcing on "including" which make my first question 0. Hahaha.
Ridiculous Joke of the Day.
0 = 1/2 + sin x <-- Question 2 = 1 + sin x <-- Wrong, which i did. -1/2 = sin x <-- Correct i brought the 2 over and neglected the one. 20c thought after this exam. i seems like a good boy which go to school early for last revision, but the real fact is, thats the only revision i had before all the papers. And if isn't for hm coming to school early to teach me so many things within this few hours. i believe once i go in the examination hall, i will come out with less than 10 marks(proved by doing my first pyp). Expressing my deepest gratitude to HM for the guiding and teaching. LETS WORK HARD FOR OUR FYP :D. Fading Off, weixiianGx.
Happy bDay YC
no training started from study week
and during study week, had a compeitition, won first for it. omg im amazed. feel so proud yet don't feel proud(didnt really contribute much).
i finally went to meet friends from long ago.
Main purpose was to attend yc's bday. if it isn't for this birthday i think it may take a longer time before we meet again.
so.. 25th friday, went out to get yc's bday present, together with js/sh/bella/sf/ken. supposely we should meet at plaza singapura. when we, the 3 guys, was at there. we messaged them, and WoW.. 1 at home, 1 at cp, another 1 on the way to cp. you yi dian bei shua de gan jue, then again, it make me so like i'm back in the past again :D. While waiting for them. we went iStudio to play free ipad games. Next went orchard cause they changed the meeting location. shopped around while waiting for js(the one at home), went Safura for sf's friend's gift. then after js showed up we went epic center @ion. because we can't decide on a portable hard disk or a dock for iphone, we went to eat first. in the end went to get him a perfume at tangs. sat at wendy's fast food for chit chat. head to orchard hotel to pick someone and went home tgt :D.
26th Sat, my turn to late.. i ran 3 junction of road to the meeting point, and the bus came in time which made us aboard immdiately and reached there 30 mins earlier, we had 2 meeting time, first was for those who stayed near and taking same bus, second was for... you know.. haha.
after the bday party, same group of us went beach walk walk, and head home.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
and during study week, had a compeitition, won first for it. omg im amazed. feel so proud yet don't feel proud(didnt really contribute much).
i finally went to meet friends from long ago.
Main purpose was to attend yc's bday. if it isn't for this birthday i think it may take a longer time before we meet again.
so.. 25th friday, went out to get yc's bday present, together with js/sh/bella/sf/ken. supposely we should meet at plaza singapura. when we, the 3 guys, was at there. we messaged them, and WoW.. 1 at home, 1 at cp, another 1 on the way to cp. you yi dian bei shua de gan jue, then again, it make me so like i'm back in the past again :D. While waiting for them. we went iStudio to play free ipad games. Next went orchard cause they changed the meeting location. shopped around while waiting for js(the one at home), went Safura for sf's friend's gift. then after js showed up we went epic center @ion. because we can't decide on a portable hard disk or a dock for iphone, we went to eat first. in the end went to get him a perfume at tangs. sat at wendy's fast food for chit chat. head to orchard hotel to pick someone and went home tgt :D.
26th Sat, my turn to late.. i ran 3 junction of road to the meeting point, and the bus came in time which made us aboard immdiately and reached there 30 mins earlier, we had 2 meeting time, first was for those who stayed near and taking same bus, second was for... you know.. haha.
after the bday party, same group of us went beach walk walk, and head home.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
.
haha i'm such a joke.
要留的是我， 想走的也是我。
想说的是我， 不愿意让他们知道的也是我。
不管你伤我多深，只要你需要帮忙，我都会在你身边。
我。。 做得到吗？
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
要留的是我， 想走的也是我。
想说的是我， 不愿意让他们知道的也是我。
不管你伤我多深，只要你需要帮忙，我都会在你身边。
我。。 做得到吗？
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
CNY!~ :D
Getting lesser enthusiasm as each CNY pass-by, even though this time is a 5 day long holiday period. Not able to go outdoors to have fun but staying at home when my 婆婆's house just next next door while 外婆 is 1 room away, hahaha.. Waking up early in the morning when someone is already in my house and i still look sloppy.. ahhhhhh 见不得人..
初夕
When to support people who are performing at deyi sec. Actually to them, i'm like spying on them hahah.. its nice to see zhiyong 教练came along.
初一
Camped at home, collecting hong bao.
初二
Manage to get out, all the way to woodlands since my mother's godma lives there. Its nice to go out but then, going there is so wrong. my parents only got me as a child, while each of their family got more than 3 =/. Materialistically, its a 赔本生意。
初三
At home-fullstop-
初四
Went out tofind destinate-d temple to 拜拜.
::Random theory::
Level One Donation-
Donate to anyone who approaches you.
Level Two Donation-
Donate to Organization/Charity Group with/w/o your name.
Level Three Donation-
While Donating, donating to have good cause and hoping same go to you.
::Random Scenario::
A: You are so rich!
B: We are all "rich", we just invest our money on different things.
A: But you got such a expensive phone!
B: You dare say you have nothing add up which can par to my "expensive" phone?
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
初夕
When to support people who are performing at deyi sec. Actually to them, i'm like spying on them hahah.. its nice to see zhiyong 教练came along.
初一
Camped at home, collecting hong bao.
初二
Manage to get out, all the way to woodlands since my mother's godma lives there. Its nice to go out but then, going there is so wrong. my parents only got me as a child, while each of their family got more than 3 =/. Materialistically, its a 赔本生意。
初三
At home-fullstop-
初四
Went out to
::Random theory::
Level One Donation-
Donate to anyone who approaches you.
Level Two Donation-
Donate to Organization/Charity Group with/w/o your name.
Level Three Donation-
While Donating, donating to have good cause and hoping same go to you.
::Random Scenario::
A: You are so rich!
B: We are all "rich", we just invest our money on different things.
A: But you got such a expensive phone!
B: You dare say you have nothing add up which can par to my "expensive" phone?
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Steamboat gathering
i'm so full now!..
just had a potluck steamboat @suhui's hse, + many leftovers! wow.. Today route go like this, went SMU with bus 80! which took me 1h30mins++ when i can actually reach there around 40+ mins.. (stupidest lesson i learnt). Went SMU for a short interview for Project Light, actually i didn't know why i went to apply. After a short/slow reflection, i recalled what my mother said, i should use what i have now(youth + time) to experience more, if not when i have commitment towards work, want do crazy stuff also find it impossible. I will still feel content even if i'm not selected.. at least i tried. Next took MRT from Bras Basah to Boon Lay(didn't alight) to Joo Koon(bouncing + wasting time) to Boon Lay. Meet up with Gabriel and Jian Siong + took singhai's contribution to suhui house. With my intuition we went to suhui house with help like (SBS Bus 30, Alight after Lakeside pri.) HoHoHo!. Intended to surprise yikeng like how i surprise joel when i miracle-y able to walk to his house, but sadly, yikeng went to fairprice, :/. Camped from 2pm to 11pm.. :D.
My actual schedule for just now was.
CSI Exhibition > Suhui House.
The Project Light Interview suddenly appear from no where disrupt my planning.
Interview > CSI Exhibition > Suhui House.
But But!. Because i scare the bag of veggie i bought spoils so.. ..
Interview > Meetup(it was cancel=/) > Suhui House.
有了一点小小的领悟.. (Previous post's part2)
If only i have seal it so tight and not letting it expose to the open air, i don't think this will be happening. Sometimes its better to have things just to myself. Whats the point of letting others know, they can do nothing about it. The only things their subconscious will do is to change the view of how they view it. Either good or bad like gambling my trust towards them. I guess i mis-bet-ed it, and the only time i feel like going back through time to change it. *sigh*
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
just had a potluck steamboat @suhui's hse, + many leftovers! wow.. Today route go like this, went SMU with bus 80! which took me 1h30mins++ when i can actually reach there around 40+ mins.. (stupidest lesson i learnt). Went SMU for a short interview for Project Light, actually i didn't know why i went to apply. After a short/slow reflection, i recalled what my mother said, i should use what i have now(youth + time) to experience more, if not when i have commitment towards work, want do crazy stuff also find it impossible. I will still feel content even if i'm not selected.. at least i tried. Next took MRT from Bras Basah to Boon Lay(didn't alight) to Joo Koon(bouncing + wasting time) to Boon Lay. Meet up with Gabriel and Jian Siong + took singhai's contribution to suhui house. With my intuition we went to suhui house with help like (SBS Bus 30, Alight after Lakeside pri.) HoHoHo!. Intended to surprise yikeng like how i surprise joel when i miracle-y able to walk to his house, but sadly, yikeng went to fairprice, :/. Camped from 2pm to 11pm.. :D.
My actual schedule for just now was.
CSI Exhibition > Suhui House.
The Project Light Interview suddenly appear from no where disrupt my planning.
Interview > CSI Exhibition > Suhui House.
But But!. Because i scare the bag of veggie i bought spoils so.. ..
Interview > Meetup(it was cancel=/) > Suhui House.
有了一点小小的领悟.. (Previous post's part2)
If only i have seal it so tight and not letting it expose to the open air, i don't think this will be happening. Sometimes its better to have things just to myself. Whats the point of letting others know, they can do nothing about it. The only things their subconscious will do is to change the view of how they view it. Either good or bad like gambling my trust towards them. I guess i mis-bet-ed it, and the only time i feel like going back through time to change it. *sigh*
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Dislike Hate Dislike Hatred Dislike.
Hmm.. is it me thinking to much or there is nothing going on around me.
Sometimes my intuition quite true, this time, i been sensing that there is a hate/dislike aura around me. Who is the one wanting me to vanish in thin air in front of him/her?
And i started reflecting on my past. At each stage of my life it seems like there will be someone there to hate me so much and each time it happen, some part of me went off too.
Primary life- Doesn't know what best friend really means, everyone was either close or just friend, yet there is one long term one which was from the same child care -> student care -> primary school. P4~6 that moment, it was the bubble tea fever, and the mischievous him like other kids love to play pearl shooting game, so guess what? I was the target, well actually i don't mind getting shot or whatsoever, but since it isn't me who washes the clothes. I defended myself when my mother found out. Another guess what? My mother went to the school to find the DM and so its like the every kid story, we no longer friend and he never talk to me once since then. ha.. and so.. learnt to bear every resentment to myself.
Next degree of my life set foot few years later in sec one, where my in game mischief cause another disaster to me. Being playful made me lost trust towards a friend so this time.. i lock up 'playfulness'. Forwarding 3 years ahead, kPO in the topic. Towards BG-Relationship that should happen around that age. Backfire everything.. i shut my mouth..
Entering SP, Due to some mistrust and one's assumption of me using him, and 'poof' friendship no longer there. *sigh* i think i didn't try hard enough to maintain my 'nice guy' reputation. Or maybe i'm not even a 'nice guy'. Once you get to get familiar with me, you will get to know another side, theres where 'apart' come in. Quiet -> Talkative -> Annoying -> Irritating. Tried so hard, don't mind being used and kick aside after that, and yet.. humans.. once you make a mistake.. its like a bubble within your hand phone screen protector, cannot be remove and become an eyesore when more bubbles popping out.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.
Sometimes my intuition quite true, this time, i been sensing that there is a hate/dislike aura around me. Who is the one wanting me to vanish in thin air in front of him/her?
And i started reflecting on my past. At each stage of my life it seems like there will be someone there to hate me so much and each time it happen, some part of me went off too.
Primary life- Doesn't know what best friend really means, everyone was either close or just friend, yet there is one long term one which was from the same child care -> student care -> primary school. P4~6 that moment, it was the bubble tea fever, and the mischievous him like other kids love to play pearl shooting game, so guess what? I was the target, well actually i don't mind getting shot or whatsoever, but since it isn't me who washes the clothes. I defended myself when my mother found out. Another guess what? My mother went to the school to find the DM and so its like the every kid story, we no longer friend and he never talk to me once since then. ha.. and so.. learnt to bear every resentment to myself.
Next degree of my life set foot few years later in sec one, where my in game mischief cause another disaster to me. Being playful made me lost trust towards a friend so this time.. i lock up 'playfulness'. Forwarding 3 years ahead, kPO in the topic. Towards BG-Relationship that should happen around that age. Backfire everything.. i shut my mouth..
Entering SP, Due to some mistrust and one's assumption of me using him, and 'poof' friendship no longer there. *sigh* i think i didn't try hard enough to maintain my 'nice guy' reputation. Or maybe i'm not even a 'nice guy'. Once you get to get familiar with me, you will get to know another side, theres where 'apart' come in. Quiet -> Talkative -> Annoying -> Irritating. Tried so hard, don't mind being used and kick aside after that, and yet.. humans.. once you make a mistake.. its like a bubble within your hand phone screen protector, cannot be remove and become an eyesore when more bubbles popping out.
Fading Off,
weixiianGx.