Clarification 1. Message inside :: < text > :: is just random comments, casual talk, please don't take it so seriously too (Concentrate on the -haha- and make yourself haha so you don feel so tense reading it. -haha-
Clarification 2. Message inside ( < text > ) are sub comments ツ.
Clarification 3. Message within ([ < text > ]) are sub' sub comments -hahahaha.ha- ツ.

Prepare for a wall of text if i manage to make one.. -haha- hmm lets start with.. Just now when taking train home.. ly asked opinions on our today's vc then.. talk 了 talk.. i drifted from talking about him to me.. -haha- maybe i so want to talk about me.. (yet somehow if i let ppl know me then i will have no secrets then .. if don let ppl know me.. wadeva actions i do, they may misinterpret) anyway back to vc.. he didn't really do well today but then i hope he don't so fast get death sentence from his post, like me, but then again seems impossible cause there is no one more suitable (not like mine[can be replaced])-haha- i also told my listener that i find myself more outside the comfort zone since my previous post was ONLY a bit everything.. but now is everything of the post.. then after that i alighted and change to NELine.. 我思考了 then have quite many 感触.. i find that if there is a 早知道 then i will not be so regretable in what i have done..

早知道 i will not be so unwilling in shouting commands when C/VC not around.. i will not be here..
早知道 i will not say how unwilling in saying not to tell mr.ho need to change rooms again.. i will not be here..
早知道 i don't give a random remark to someone infront of someone about not very willing to dates of GN'10.. i will not be here..
早知道 if i say this message early >no matter how unwilling i'm as long as its a command.. i will obey and do because its my job(unwilling is just my feelings if i let my feelings control my actions then that should be a no-no[can't i let out my feelings? can't i ? -haha- blehs~])<
早知道 if i never vent out any unhappyness to stop me from thinking so much.. then my message will not be misinterpreted and make random guess..
早知道 i should just do wadeva i'm told, and not express out any feelings.. so i will not be here..
Clarification 4. "i will not be here.." means i'm here typing all this text.

Seriously find myself so retard realising mistake after its cannot be undone and not predict out what will happen if i do it.. as i was typing i also wonder is it right to type out all this message too? will readers misinterpret again?..


i also find myself quite lucky to be able to be in my previous post too since.. from young till now.. i don't social so no CCA = no titles.. no commitment = no titles and my friend circle is only limited to my class(so pathetic).. really trying to take everything seriously for able to see everyone ツ(yet not much ppl try to appear -haha- [is this what they call you trying to put effort for blah yet blah have others blah to put effort in ?] -haha- [ i meant was when we trying to revolve around something but the something may not revolve around you.. you know you know? the the earth revolving Law? - haha-) and not offending anyone too ツ..


so now..
Clarification 5. Not trying to turn back anything (since not impossible[impossible to take back every word i said]) nor proving something but just trying to make ppl more understand me ツ..

Fading off,
weixiianGx.