I'm a Joke!

HOHO!!.. i got things to say!..

before i start, i was thinking that this going to be a messy thought post.. lets see how it goes..



i haven't been blogging regularly, mainly because what i feel like saying its short thoughts. and not long enough for you, my diary D:. and recently, there's Google+ and i made a tumblr a few days ago. I realise i have been spamming things there more than in twitter( hope it isn't 三分钟热度 ). I actually don't need so much social pages. I'm not very social anyway, haha. Since now that i have so much, its bad to abandon them D:. so i feel that its better for me to categorize them black and white, so i will remember their usefulness in my brain( you know after writing it out, the chance of it stored inside the brain is longer than just thinking and not doing it. )

Ya, and so!.. 

Twitter/G+ shall be mine short thoughts post while G+ will be more private for now since no one bother registering for it after my several invitation( or maybe they already registered and not add me :/ ).

Facebook the MOST out to public social page, everyone will happen to eye on it even though they don't feel like reading it.

LinkedIn, nothing much, mainly belong to a "resume" social page, for jobs.

THIS BLOG :D!, long post and those who feel like seeing it.

Tumblr is like another blogspot/wordpress, but it allow reblog( something like retweet, I LOVE RETWEETING MEANINGFUL POST! but i have too much followers, i guess i'm to considerate, i don't wish to flood my interests to other people's timeline, hehe ) so.. its something like twitter, with pictures, with no 140 restriction, with lesser people, i can flood the timeline for all i want :D!. i long ago wants to make a tumblr, just for reblog-ging interesting post from people which i wanted to remember, weijun helped me to achieve this first step, :D!.

now what. shit.. i have alot to talk about.. it slowly fading away!! oh no!! D:!!... 

after a glance of the last part in the image, i wish i could be very busy where i get message from sms, people whatsapp-ing me, huddle together, viber for free.. but it seems so.. i have low social circles. ( I'm Gplus-fied, keep using "circles" )

Ahh.. this is the moment where i'm at my down-est point of life?

i don't know what to do!

i'm stuck! at this square.

i like the feeling of leaving Singapore, enjoying moments with who i been with overseas doing whatever stuff i should do. i wonder did i said this somewhere in this blog before? Someone once told me, we are a soul jailed inside this universe, jailed inside this planet, jailed inside this country, jailed inside this body. I WISH TO BE FREE~... there's times i don't feel like going Pulau Sibu, in the end, i enjoyed the trip, the people( but got neglected, oh well, can't blame them. my fault <-- personalizing. -.-! ) Than another time where i don't feel like going OITP, in the end, it was so far the most wonderful trip i ever had so far( i wonder how others feel cause they keep whining about the internet/unprepared task/wasting money ). 

So now.. I'm in dilemma again. Should i stay or go? China - Xiamen.

i'm so tied to my task till i wish to have a break, an escape. Wants to enjoy overseas trip! But i know that i can't go there enjoy as i have to train during the weekdays. I also know that i still can enjoy during the weekends and as long as i'm not in Singapore I WILL ENJOY!, that's what i feel now. Contradicting part, even though i feel that i'm the lousiest within the group who is going, i still 厚这脸皮, lying to myself i go there for experience, to improve, to see the world.

Then now, my leg feel so ached, injured? :/ Instinctively know that it will not self recover by time and i have no time! 

With aches from new pain/ old pain

Restricting me from stretching

Wanted to skip training so it could recover

Not being pressurize when it haven't recover

Must! go because zyC going in reservist <-- did i spell it correctly? :/

Must complete routine

IM NOT DOING ANYTHING!. shit.. i sucks..

Must improve before going china.

Pain cannot stretch..

Pain cannot Pi Cha.. <-- failure, 3 yrs liao.. you have been such a slacker. <-- even after i type this, i will still be a slacker.. OMG i sucks.. :/ <-- i only know how to scold myself and not doing anything right..

Improvement before china <-- impossible.

@ China, show no improvement <-- waste money..

whats the point of going if all i do is waste money!. .. .. rotting at home is still the best.. maybe able to create some random inspired stuff which is unnecessary <-- all the stuff is for spwc, non for me.. sheesh... not even helpful to myself in anyway..  

National Day August 9th. Rotting whole day long. 

Best procrastinating day 

Doing nothing.

Thinking nothing.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

Lab Practical - failure in assisting group mate. <-- Useless

Android - failure in writing a simple code. <-- Useless

FYP - failure in completing simple task. <-- Useless

Useless x 3  Streak out!. -.-.. ... .... .. ..... .

OMG FYP.. yesterday ( Thursday ) went for a FYP meeting with Fluke. The way hm explain things is like how i teach you how to play dragonica.. LOLS OMG WRONG WAY OF USING MY TALENT!.. the way i listened is like.. how a foreigner asking for direction in a language i can't understand.

6th Aug, Sat. i receive call from ZL for a impromptu deployment at tpy. Its not really impromptu since i should be working whenever i'm free, but due to him wanting me to work when i'm in my relax mode, i rejected the offer :/. i just want to rot at home *head down*.

Monday, training's warm up was running! i ran for an extra lap. My stamina only allow me to run for 2 mins per round for 2 rounds while other than that will be struggling. ITS NOT ENOUGH! D:
so Today ( Friday ) i crazily ran for 8 rounds for 18 mins? the speed get slower as i ran. napfa.. how to get SILVER D:! or GOLD!@&%^@&*! .. .. .. ..


It started of good.
Ended badly.

2.28am - By letting you guys click "Read More >>" i'm able to get a statistic of how many people viewed this post. Its important to me. Sorry for such hard work clicking it. i know its hard, that's why it isn't inside spwushu.cca.sg now.. :/

Died Off,
weixiianGx.