Contradicting 我

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

28 Days Later. (Not the Film)

Ahhh so tired.. its been 28days since i last posted. Haha!
Recent activities was went suhui's house for Wii after japanese school exchange program, then went clarke quay to celebrate alvin's birthday, so training was cancelled on that day since kyC n zyC appeared. Buskers Festival @sentosa :D, on Sunday, second time went there with spwc peeps :D. Interview for OITP @ one of the wednesday, when i went in, there's already 10 people sitting down there!. i wasn't 'late' its just that i went into a wrong room :(. The atmosphere is so scary, 3 lecturer sit in front, a group of 7 know each other and a group of 3 know from the same class and only me, the odd one out. i wonder will i tio disqualify due to that? haha. MST mugging period, 1 paper each day for 4 continuous day, and the last paper ended at 7pm! :(, as soon as it ended i was sick. Skipped Friday training. Went Sizzler Buffet on Saturday cause singhai got coupons! haha, we went there to eat 菜。 we turned herbivorous, but there still got meat lah. Haha, next went paragon walk walk, Paragon sell 的 stuff so expensive :(.. i saw the Crumpler bag i been looking for :D, but too poor to buy, haha. Off to BPP for Power Ranger RPM to support Suhui as Yellow Ranger!. Second time le wor~ JF and RPM only got 1 girl.

Wahhh.. i summarize my 1 month adventure into a essay like it all happen in a day.

This few days, been working on stuffs related to SPWC.
Then then, yesterday night just finish the viewable product of the new Attendance Marking System to be use inside GoogleDocs, but to better enhance the use, i feel like buying a domain =/.
Should i should i?

Next, new blog template. within 2 hours work First | Second. Didn't really like the second one, but can be edited to be even better nor the First, compare to This. But the First and Second one have sliding images, which i find it cooL!.. haha yet don seems suitable :(.. ahhhhhh

Fading Off,
weixiianGx.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Dark Cloud Overwhelms.

Hmmm.. There's too much things to post, I wonder how do i start..

Lets start with my deepest dark thoughts.. I don't get angry/frustrated/fed up/depress easily if someone kacau me.. I'm a peaceful phlegmatic :)!.. so... ... here come the weakness..
"这是人性的问题，人就是那么复杂你在一段关系上放的感情越多你就越难忍受对方背叛自己"
When i put feeling into something and it disappoints or unintentionally hurt me. My mood weaves, like unpredictable weather..

好想气它，yet it isn't it's fault.. so can only blame myself for my stupidity.

Maybe its time to jump off this boat, everytime 我为人人，人人却不为我。我干吗还那么辛苦的为别人照相呢？突然觉得好累。 Ningen tachi tada horobiru..

我知道我在你们心里是没有地位，所以我好不想用我自己来当无为的筹码，再让自己受伤。。

No matter how deep i fell, i will still get up, but you will never know how pain it was...

Out of all the depressing moments, i do have some happy things to share!.. :D
1. Jian Yu = Reign of Assassin = 剑雨! Nice show :D.. watched.. finally :D
2. Letter from Liyan :D!! so touch... let me recalled first letter was from alicia at tpy pool place.
3. i don't have to attend CRS module for 2 weeks :D!!~
4. Even though Deepavail ended, there is still Hari Raya Haji!! :D weee Holidays!

Ending paragraph..
If you are in my concern list, please kindly don't hurt me as.. .. I'm Fragile.

ijusthatemyself,
weixiianGx.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

iHateMyself!

Sometimes feel like a cactus, when interacting, the harder u touch it, the feedback is painful, sometimes even though you are gentle yet you may still get hurt.

If i could stop thinking about , my mood wouldn't be so sian now.

My reputation made me what I'm now..
Should i try destroying it?

Enjoyment is what you wants which i can never give.

Fading Off,
weixiianGx.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Genting Photos!

As promised :D, after such long delay!~..

Was trying to take the background full of well design rocks :( -fail- lols

Look! so real! .. yet isn't real~

Beautiful sun right?! i scare my camera lens spoil sia~

Vignette wall :D

Soo!! Those celebrities didn't actually come..

Movies @ Genting :D!

Cool Tee.. wanted to buy!! D:.. yet .. blehs

2nd try(Day 2) out for the background.. -fail!-

Yay!! almost did it.. (last try le.. leaving liaos)

Fading Off,
weixiianGx.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Phail Happening

4 weeks holiday ended, same for 1 week of school. Half month since i last blog?, so sorry bloggie~, been busy lately *i know its such a lousy excuse*.
22/10/10 last day of the week, was so 'incredible' to me. School, no problem. Lesson, no problem. After lessons went library to print something(My kindness acted up unknowingly, Teehee:D!). This semester all my lesson was at T12(near MRT), and i suggested to help someone to print something *nearest place i can thought of is Library since its a soft copy* Just a detour from T12 to clubhouse and i could pass by DSD to pick up my Sibu Journal. Conclude with helping ppl + helping oneself :D.
-Misjudgment one- i took a long cut to library as there is SHORTcut.

Slacking at clubhouse from 12.30pm to 4.xxpm, nothing big happens tho.

Status :: BLACK sp tee, BLACK team sp jacket, BLACK shorts, BLACK school bag.
First time so BLACK!.

-Misjudgment two- Forgotten to bring up the printed papers :(, Ahhh!.
Mock Comp!, so nervous. Finally ended, its like one big burden in my heart is release. i wasn't huang :D, but :/, so still need improvement!. Good Luck wx!. Forgotten to go down and take the papers :(. Ahhh! x2. Jiaolian say can clear finish Mock Comp by 10, :(, so wasn't worrying, wasn't prepared to take the last train. And so i did!.. i missed my last train from NE Line. Alighted --> Run there --> Station is Closed --> Walk back heavy hearted *wow like writing essay sia =x chim angmoh* --> take Green Line to Tampines.
-Misjudgment three- Forgotten to go down and take the papers :(, Ahhh! x2.

-Misjudgment two point one- My faulty camera/ faulty judgement caused yk's routine didn't successfully recorded :(.. I'M SO SORRY!~ 我代表有关的人事物，真心的向你道歉。请多多原谅！ :D!

Status :: BLACK sp tee(wearing), BLACK team sp jacket(in bag), BLACK shorts(wearing), BLACK school bag(carrying), BLACK bag to keep BLACK perf. tee(holding). I look so 反派 sio BLACK!.

Playing Toss it, trying to break high scores from people who played my phone.
Stop playing when i reaches Simei, stoned till Tampines.
Announcement: Tampines
Me: Stoning
Announcement: Tampines
Me: Stoning *Eh?*
Announcement: Door Closing
Me: Stoning *Its Tampines, i reached -look out the door-*
Announcement: Door Closing
Me: Stoning -Staring outside the door-
Announcement: Ti Ti Ti Ti
Me: OMG! -Dashed Out!- *Heng i was out!* -walk quickly to the escalator- *I'm wearing SP tee running out of the closing MRT door. :/* -increase walking speed-
-Misjudgment four- i almost had to call my parents to pick me up if i went Pasir Ris(last train).

Story Continues..

Me: -Walked hastily-, -Looking far far at the bus stop-
Environment: Bus appears
Me: *Looks like 27, will it be the last bus?* -Started Running-
Bus: -slowing down-, -stopped-
Me: -Running very fast- *ahh~ reached* -aboard-
Bus: -Speed up-, -Turn right on junction-
Me: *Ehhhh!?!??!?! shouldn't 27 turn left? why it turn right?* -calmly alight at next stop and checked the bus number- *=/ Bus 21* -Run towards the opposite junction where 27 bus stop is-, -checks Phone Apps- *phew~ 5 more mins till next 27 come*
-Misjudgment five- I'm BLIND :(!

... ... ...
5 Stop left till i alight.
... ... ...
4 Stop left till i alight.
... ... ...
3 Stop left till i alight.
... ... ...
2 Stop left till i alight.
Me: -stands n press bell- *OPPS! still got 2 more stops* -Quickly went back to sit-
-Misjudgment six- EPIC FAIL!

Finally Home Sweet Home. Do you think it ended? i feel like continuing.

Suhui(SPWCPresident) bought a guinea pig recently and named Chocolates, Choco for short, while MY house been keeping Coco(s)! :D. They are as smart as Choco, knowing how to shit at the right place. Guess whats Coco! Hahah..

Up Next :: Genting Photos ::

Fading Off,
weixiianGx.

Friday, October 8, 2010

TC Happening

Imagine someone walks towards you saying "我就知道你没有tuck in的", the next moment he pull up your shirt checking whether you tucked in anot.
Whats the first thought in your mind.
From what he said "就知道", means it happen before, recalling the previous incident of me not really tucked in, ahh i learn to be smart, and i did tuck in.
Staring blankly in front while waiting the talk to finish, someone walk towards me with that phrase, my first reaction "那里没有！".

i admit its my fault having that kind of reaction, but its his fault causing me to reaction that way and he said he wasn't talking to me -.-. Facing me, pulling up my shirt with that phrase, you ain't talking to me?~ 简直在悟道别人吗。 After i reacted, he shock!, ~~slap my across my ear~~ *hmm was it slap cause it isn't really painful nor hurtful*, quickly hover his hand over my ear, i shock!.. looked up him, he look at me, pointed as if asking me to watch out and wanted me to see him later. Come to think of that now, i learn wushu, practice fast/quick, Why! i ain't vigilant enough to dodge that ear touching moment! :(.

Anyway this is just my side of the story, maybe from his side, i'm at total fault.

Someone walks towards us while we organize? our carpet "You guys from martial arts? Do you know discipline? Martial Arts requires discipline, if you guys don't have discipline. Please don't join wushu." Wow! such hurtful words. my mind: *You said Martial Arts requires discipline, if we don't have we don't join. Doesn't we started with nothing and join to learn something?* HMM!! don't know how to phrase it out..
Thats all for major happening.

(Waking up early >>--> training >>--> break >>--> training >>--> break >>--> sleep)x4

Best of Both Worlds! *so hard to achieve*

Default: 00__

Fading Off,
weixiianGx.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

LTC Moment( Essay )

Day One:
Went school early as told~ i wasn't late, very punctual to be a good leader :x, everything was going according to their plans and intended to leave early till the bus driver for Tribe3~4 was late, so the bus company send a replacement, drag+1. At the custom when we thought everything was going fine, Replacement bus went all the way to SecondLink, Tuas, while we at Woodlands Checkpoint *bad coordination among theirs drivers =x, drag+2.* because of so much delay we didn't manage to snorkel on the first day so the plan changed, we learn fire starting and shelter building for Day 3 activity: Survival Island. Every slight change of plans didnt affect our mood much, well for our tribe, i'm sure. GEL time was cool even though we failed to complete the task, it was for us to go from a exact starting tree to ending tree, blindfolded with only one hour duration of practice and 1 submission try. After the GEL time, everyone meet at BoBo's Bunk(B^cube) for monopoly deals! and india pokers with so many creative forfeits, like shouting "Mr Helmi, i love you" during abseiling, Pickup lines to other tribes.

Day Two:
First thing, breakfast, we do several forfeits from the last night game. Nxt! after several minutes of trekking though jungle, we reached the Snorkeling spot~. i saw fishes!! and crabs~~ near the rocky seabeds. At first i saw them swimming away from the shore, so i followed then feel so nervous and having difficulties breathing, quickly swim back to the rocky shore. Javerus keep calling me out asking me to join them. i keep rejecting his offers and stay at the place where i can stand with head submerge watching fishes swimming around me. In the end KJ helped me. woohoo~ i was out in the middle of the sea. Drifting/struggling/drinking sea water. Wow! so salty~~ haha..
Funny Incident: Mr Helmi's camera sunk, he saw it and quickly dive in to catch it, but when he keep doing that, he realise he can't catch it... ... because he was diving in with life jacket, haha~. BoBo did the same thing also. I didnt catch the first scene as i was struggling asking my face points upwards and breathe. When heading back, we all realise we are so far away from the shore, vomited due to the pressure cause by the current. Heng got boat, bring us back.

Back to shore >>--> Jungle Trek back to resort >>--> Lunch >>--> Learn how to Abseil with trees.
Cliff Abseiling time! had so much fun doing that, i think it gonna be the best activity out of the whole LTC i ever done. haha :D Did normal abseil + aussie abseil(the whole body is parallel to the ground, facing the ground too :D)

Dinner >>--> GEL time >>--> Sleep early.

Day Three:
Light Breakfast O.o!! >>--> Survival Island Activity >>--> 10 mins boat ride to Sting Ray Island.
Task 1: Working together with other Tribes in making a BIG SOS sign.
Task 2: Catch chicken(8 chicky running around the island) Jeric dashed in after the instruction given and he caught Wilson(the name given by Jeric *its a chicken :D*)
Task 3: Swim over to the another island for fishing equipment
Task 4: Staple foods above unusual trees
Task 5: Jelly Tank contain fresh water from rocky area
Jumping from rocks to rocks to that rocky area was so fun. :D
We are forced to go back to the beach where we first arrive.
Task 6: Find Flint and Parang using a compass at the rocky area! =/
Now have to walk back hahah..
After every resources we have >>--> Choose campsite >>--> Rest.
Game 1: Swimming relay, First was Apache, we came in second. Too bad there isn't any gift for runner up D:. Champion receive 10 100plus!.
Game 2: Switch Campsite! :(. Just as our beautiful shelter about to complete, we are going to forsake it, same for wilsoN!@@&#%^@%#&. Not just that, we went to Waka's campsite. Wow!~ the only good is.. their fire is bigFULLSTOP
Back to Sea Gypsy Resort(Due to low tide, we have to walk pass some coral reef to the boat*and i saw Sea Urchin!! :D! didn't manage to sight any during snorkeling*) >>--> Dinner(BBQ *Nice:D*) >>--> Reflections >>--> Talk about our Flags >>--> Monopoly Deal @B^cube >>--> Some went star glazing on the beach >>--> i went to sleep *too tired*

Day Four:
Breakfast >>--> Summary of each Tribe's experience to everyone >>--> Departure with Pelican(Speedboat to Malaysia) >>--> Went Jusco for Lunch(Kenny Roger :) >>--> Custom Checkpoint >>--> Return to SP >>--> ~~wushu training~~(Stomach got abit of problem) >>--> Home :D!

Fading Off,
weixiianGx.